Sunday, June 8, 2008

hot sweaty days are here..

Ahh yesterday was the 'official' first hot day of the summer. It was borderline gross, and we decided to make a trip to the laundromat! Thank god clothes dry faster in the summertime.
So far I've just been hanging out, rekindling with old friends, watching movies, shopping..enjoying the time while i can since I choose not to work right now. Taking a summer class two days a week and plan on going to Toronto to visit my loves next month. I might as well take advantage of the spare leisure time now while i can. I HOPE to be much busier this time next year, working and getting closer to finishing college.
Technically, I should be much more productive at this time..being 22 and all. If i wanted to, i could be doing much more. But I've learned that i need to take my time with things and ease into it. I'm working on self- improvement in many ways.. But it's hard.
I am a very lazy person. its a damn fact. I try hard to change it..but eh, have been unsuccessful. even such things as getting up late from bed to putting things off for the next day. I think think think but don't get around to doing most of the time. But it makes me feel like i lack a lot of things, basically not up to par with who id like to perceive myself as..
I don't think i will be completely satisfied with myself until i 'fix' the things that bother me. hence, The efforts continue :)