As 2010 ends..

This has been QUITE a year! I remember telling Omi as we were heading towards this particular year what would it be like and that we need to make it our year.
As far as I know, it has been the year of changes for many of my friends and also my sister. Some good, some not so good, and some bad. I definitely think a lot of us took some steps in to discovering ourselves, which can never be a bad thing.
As for me, it was a memorable year. I vowed to becomes a more positive person and I think I did a pretty darn good job at it. It wasn't a perfect year but I tried to not let the little things get to me. As Fari says 'im very dramatic' on the inside so I get affected by things very fast. So my goal was to not bask in negative thoughts when something didn't go the way I expected it to. I made a few spontaneous choices; not all I care for, but I learned a lot about myself and have no regrets. I wanted to break out of the stupid shell I put myself in. It was pointless you can not go on in life being scared of everything. I don't want to depend on anyone or anything else to make me happy, that it something you have to find that within yourself.
My friendships have grown stronger and I've let loose the ones that don't exactly matter. I'm learning to be a bit selfish and also focus a bit more on believing in myself and I've got good people around me that help me do this ( I've also learned to let them help me).
I partied my ass of this year and am ssooooo glad I did! Maybe I will never be as crazy as many other people, but I'm fine where I am at.
I would like to continue into 2011 with a positive outlook and work harder and to believe in myself. I hope the rest of you do the same :)